.I knew you before, you were beautiful back then.

Talk about a roller- coaster ride of a couple of days. My heart has definitely been put through the ringer.

All in all, lessons learned. Never compromise yourself for what you think people want, because in the end you lose the parts of yourself that you (and that special someone) loved. And if someone has burned you once before in the past, no matter how much time has passed, they'll probably just keep on burning you, in the exact same way unless they get a serious wake-up call...and for some it could be as serious as a heart attack and still make no difference.

I'm going to miss him, but I'm not going to miss feeling like this.

Today I'm packing up most of my stuff so that it's good to move as soon as the 10th rolls around. Tonight I'm heading to Toronto to see Breanne and sleep on her couch before trekking to Grimsby until next Wednesday or Thursday...Whichever dates allows me to do what I need to do and see who I need to see to feel like a functional human being again.