.Get Big.

Life is weird sometimes...okay, most times.

Tonight I'm upset about things I didn't think I'd be upset about, and really really happy about things I thought I'd hate.

Change is good, change is constant.

I can't promise that I'll be okay, I can promise I'll try but my heart and head don't usually have a team huddle before the big game of the day. I usually feel torn between what I know is for the better and what I feel could be for the best. Could it be for the best or do I just want what I can't have?
I'm throwing a 22 year old temper tantrum.
I want my cookies and milk and I want to be cuddled until I fall asleep.
It's strange, this being pulled thing. My head says "go along because it's for the best" my heart is a little sad but my core feels like a Bob Marley song.
"Every little thing gonna be alright."

Who knew there were a million different ways to love someone.

I feel better now. Not sad, just lonely. Happy but still wanting cuddles.