.Ain't that funny?.

It's funny how quickly things can change.

How you go to bed one day thinking a solid thought.
"The Sky is Green"

and the next morning you wake up and think
"No, I really think it's blue"

That's how fast my brain is moving. One thought quickly flashes to another. An opinion, a feeling that I was so certain of, has now become, so..well, uncertain.

I really thought I wanted to know if he still cared. I even decided to ask, but this morning I woke up and thought
"I hope he says no, that he doesn't care at all"
and tonight, I'm pretty solid on the fact that I don't care either way.

Isn't that grand?

Tonight, I don't give two shits either way how he feels.
It's a pretty liberating feeling.

Also, after all of this the strangest thing happened. Kenny asked me on a date.