.You're at a barbeque and I'm losing my mind.

I think I need to go back into hiding.


So far reality and feeling things again and being social,
is just not working for me.


I wish I had the ability to just chill when it comes to him,
but something always rears its ugly head.


Eww.
What a sad, disgusting analogy.

Rears its ugly head. Uck.
FML.